I love some great deeds do ne by men , th oug h I've lo ng ce as ed p erhaps to h ave faith in them, yet fr om o ld h ab i t one ' s he a rt prizes them. Above all, avoi d fa lseh ood, eve ry k ind of f a lsehood, especia lly falseness t o yourse lf. He m ight have wake d up fro m dee p sleep (for he was only asl eep -- an e pilep tic fit i s al ways followed by a de ep sl e ep) at tha t m oment whe n t h e old Gri gory s houted a t the top o f h is voice 'Parr ici de!' Tha t shou t in th e dark a nd stilln ess ma y have wa ked Sme rdyakov w h os e sleep ma y have been less so und at t he momen t: he mig ht natura lly h av e waked up a n hour bef ore ."Getti ng out of bed, he goes almo st uncons ciously a n d with no defini t e mot ive to w ard s th e sound to see wh at's th e matter. That w oman is a beast. and who can be respon sibl e for e veryo ne he meets ? " cried Rakitin, flus hing all over. "I un derstand , I quite un derstand, " cried F et yukovit ch; as thoug h he, to o, were e mbarras sed and in ha ste t o e xcuse hi ms elf. But it was to o late: t he t ra in da rted up and flew pa st. s uch exac tness!